Ups And Downs : Pros And Cons

Toady was a very interesting day. the morning started with jogathon. i thought we were all gonna start straight away after the school began, so i took a RED BULL. but i came to find out that it only starts after a few events. so i felt like i wasted a can of it. but anyhows, the jogathon was great. i got a position in the top ten. good huh?. but to tell you the truth, i wouldnt have finished the race as i wanted to if it werent for worrying abt her.

i went 1 round already. form 3's to form 5's are supposed to go two rounds. as i was running my second, i herd people talking about her. its wasnt good. she was injured and she fell. hearing this made me just want to finish the race as soon as possible to go see her. as i finished i looked around and i couldnt find her. i walked pass the office, but for so,e reason i turned around and saw a group of people surrounding someone. i ran there and saw her in pain. this was an awfull sight. i couldnt do anything about it. i have no idea what to do at that time. so i kept quiet. thinking to myself ' how pathetic am i'.. but in the end she was fine and was back to her normal self. i asked her if she was okay. she turned around, gave me smile and told me she was fine. what a relief that was.

After all the drama, it was time to celebrate Levia's birthday. Levia was upstairs as we were preparing the cake at the canteen. soon she came down and we sang her a song. after that school was back to its normal ways. STUDIES conttinued as usual ; what a bummer.

later, around 1:30 in the afternoon, it was time for the basketball matches to go on. the u-15 girls were 1st to play. YELLOW won that match ; GO YELLOW! then the u-18 girls were to play next. yellow was against blue this time. the game started alright. Levia, the birthday girl, got injured later. and thats when the drama took place. yellow and blue girls were kinda battling hard against each other out there. it was so hard to watch. they fought and they fought. SHE was in the court for BLUE that time. i didnt want HER to get hurt and neither did i want them to fight. SHE, at the last minutes scored two free throws. these points were the deciders of the game. yellow lost. and after that game some of the girls were not happy and ignored each other. anyways i congratulated HER. and i got MY FIRST HUG FROM HER. those few miliseconds were definitely a memory to remember. then soon after was the u-18 boys turn. reds against yellows. the game started reds way and red had the lead. but just before the first half ended, yellow took the lead. and from there they maintained their lead for the win. GO YELLOW!

After that game, it was followed by my game. the u-15 ; yellow against blue. we started off okay but didnt get to scored till a few minutes had passed. after that point we continued to score more frequently. in this game, i gave it all i could. i jumped higher than i normally do, i ran more than i normally run, and i also fouled more than i normally fouled. but still i managed to score a few points and made some blocks. it was a good game. the game ended and it was HER turn to congratulate me. i was already happy and what she did made me happier.

i wished her goodbye and left for home..
WHAT A DAY....

A Heart Felt LOVE

What is MINE is HERS..
And what is HERS.. its MINE..
















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I love the way you make me so happy,

And the ways you show you care.

I love the way you say, "I Love You,"

And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,

Always sending chills down my spine.

I love that you are with me,

And glad that you are mine.

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And yes you always speak to me,

In sweet honesty and truth

Your caring heart keeps out the rain,

YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

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I think of you each morning

And dream of you each night

I think of your arms being around me

And cannot express my delight

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I love you so deeply, I love you so much,

I love the sound of your voiceAnd the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile

And your kind, thoughtful way,

The joy that you bring

To my life every day.

I love you today

As I have from the start,

With all of my heart.

J-O-G-A-T-H-O-N

Tomorrow is the day no one hopes for. JOGATHON. to prepare we have already ran the route abt three to four times already. but still, my heart beats fast thinking about it. its not 1 of my favourite events at all. but the points of this event is more thatn the rest as the whole school is involved in it. But i guess im am prepared for this event.. the pictures below will tell you why..

RED BULL!

These are what me and my friends are gonna drink through out the day..

Recent Movie Watched - The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button.

At once epic in scope and intimate in detail, David Fincher's THE CURIOUS CASE OF BENJAMIN BUTTON is certainly the director's most emotional film to date (though FIGHT CLUB and SEVEN don't offer much in the way of competition). Loosely based on an F. Scott Fitzgerald story, this romantic drama tells the tale of Benjamin Button (Brad Pitt), born in 1918 in New Orleans as a baby with wrinkles, cataracts, and arthritis. Benjamin will age backwards, getting younger as he watches those around him growing older. Included in that group are his adoptive mother, Queenie (Taraji P. Henson), and Daisy (Cate Blanchett), the love of his life whom he meets when she is just a little girl and he is an old man. They age in reverse, but despite Benjamin's globe-trotting adventures, their lives repeatedly intersect. The script from Oscar winner Eric Roth bears more than a few hallmarks in common with his earlier work on FORREST GUMP: both adaptations cross decades and continents. But BENJAMIN's script or even the fine acting aren't its most impressive accomplishment; the technology--both CGI and makeup--used to make Benjamin and Daisy age are remarkable, and makes the film entirely believable, but they're certainly aided by fine performances from both Pitt and Blanchett. The triumph of technology only serves to underscore the beauty of this film and of the love story at its heart.


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To this..

A BIG THANK YOU.

see, me and her would not have happened if it werent for my friends. i guess it is safe to say that i have some pretty good friends. and in no way i would want to lose them. they gave me advise. made me feel comfortable in no matter what situations. but eventhough sometimes they're kinda JERKY, at the end of the day, they are my friends. and i appreciate everything you guys have done for me through these few years..

i would like too wish you guys A BIG THANK YOU..

O.M.G.

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Just when my day seems BAD....

SHE ACCEPTED ME!

a shoutout to you..

I LOVE YOU!

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.

Friday the 13th : Valentines Eve

Well as you all know, today is Valentines Eve and its on Friday the 13th. My school if ' celebrating ' the occassion with some song dedication and roses give-a-ways. I though it was going to be a good day as i was planning to ask her today..

It turns out things just werent the way i planned it would be. Firstly, i made a song dedication to her. and guess what happens?. she has a blue house meeting and went back to the senior block. i just unlucky i guess. i cancelled the dedication then and there. as break was over, we had assembly at the basketball court. this is when the rose give-a-ways took place. i was expecting to get 3 roses for her and 1 for Levia and 1 for Farhana. And it didnt make sense to me at all when i ordered a few days before and yet the roses werent enough and i was the only one who didnt get any. Yes, if you are thinking to pity me you should..

But it gets worst. after school i was planning to give her a present and with it a letter. but i kinda chickened out as from the morning i already was thinking about what would happen if i did it. and the consiquences were obvious. i just had a bad feeling about this.. and yet.. i kinda took Azrai's advise and put my right leg forward with it.. So i walked .. it was the longests 5 meter walk of my life.. my heart was pounding, i can hear it beating in my head.. soon i reached her.. i had to say it. but i was just so PATHETIC that i panic.. and all i said was... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..

She said thank you.. and yet in my mind as i was running away, i thought to myself, ' WHAT THE HELL?!' and i thought i could do better.. i hate myself ..

and now i hear that she wants more time.. but its not the fact that she dont want to. its because her best friend has issues with me as i dated her before.. READERS : please be open about this.. And it kills me now as i have no idea what emotions to put forward to show her anymore. im confused EMOTIONALLY. im officially dead at this moment.....

What A GAME.

Today my school had its first inter-house games this year. it started of with the girls under 15 basketball. Yellow agaisnt Blue. In the end yellow house won. the next game also involed the yellow house. This time its the under 18 girls agaist the reds. I guess the streght of yellow house was too powerfull and it overthrew the reds.

The last match of the day was the long anticipated game i have been waiting for. The under 15 boys, yellows against the reds. in the first few seconds or minutes in the game we already scored. soon after me and my fellow team mates used a FULL COURT PRESS tactic. this definitely overpowered the reds. in just seven minutes, which is half the game we play, we already scored more than 20 points and the reds had none.

Soon after we played the final half of the game. we still dominated but in the final minutes the red got to score two points from different free shots. I guess our hopes of making them lose with a zero was no possible. But the game ended 40 to 2 making us the dominating team overall at the moment.

Keep it up guys...