WHAT HAPPENED
TO MY
CBOX !!
i just opened my blog today and i saw that my cbox was gone. there was someone else who knows my password but it couldnt be him. DAMN this sucks.
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This is Me!
16 years ago
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Monday, March 9, 2009
F ! those BITCHES
here is one of the post which i rant on people i hate. well this time is about my parents. in this post i refer them to BITCHES. here i go, 1st of all my relatives came from Ipoh yesterday. so i thought it would be fun right? but it isnt. my dad won the lottery. but the amount was minimum. anyhow he said he would buy me new shoes. and on Sunday, we went out. as usual that bitch ditched me there. so did the other bitch. i waited for the whole fucking day for them to arrive and yet they didnt turn up. those BITCHES gave the excuse that they didnt want to waste time finding carparks or walking around.
then as u know i have family issues. my cousin's okay. but his family sucks. i had to wait for his family in order for myself to get into my own apartment which that bitch insisted on them staying there. but that bitch didnt even turn up there. sitting in that apartment made me feel so IRONIC. i thought it was mine and yet they treay it as their own. guess what they did, firstly, they switched on all the lights when the sun is still up. who's paying for them not those people thats for sure. then the four air-cons in the whole apartment were turned on when everybody was only in the living room. seriously who pays for this shit? fine even if they did on everything, they could at least have the courtesy to close all the doors or windows so that the rooms cooler and dont waste electricity which will eventually turn up in bills right? NOPE. in fact they leave the whole balcony open and they front door WIDE open. WTF?!
Okay, i've surpass that. but just when i thought everything was fine. i end up eating in a thai restaurant which i have no idea what i was eating except TOM-YAM. when i didnt eat as much as used to, those BITCHES started buging me. here's the conversation.
MOM-bitch : wei, why today so moody? why eat so little?
(she bombarded with questions)
in front of everybody in that table..
ME : SHUT UP LA!
then she was all..
MOM-bitch : What's ur problem la.
ME : YOU dumbass. ask yourself that question la.
then this part got interesting. the other bitch had to do the first bitch's dirty work. she ask him to ask how i was doing..
BALLS- bitch : Boy, how are you? Okay anot?
ME : SO WHAT IF IM OKAY?!
he was so stunned that we stared at each other with a cold look. i could tell that bastard was scared of his pants if i treatened him. that was the climax of the day. then soon after he was mumbling to himself..
BALLS- bitch : let him play la. go play go play. dont need to study anymore la.
(he was all sarcastic)
ME : okay okay! i will!
then he shut-ed up for the whole night. when we reached home from dinner, i prayed for those BITCHES that they couldnt have a peaceful night to rest. whatever stated here is true and everysingle word i said was not changed from the actual convo.
That was yesterday. today i tried to get out of the house without them knowing. but in the end my only mean of transport left too early. i was suppose to follow En.Ariff to the waterfall. then i was planning to come back late. so my parents could take back their words. i hate those BITCHES so much! and DARN you Matthew! YOU were suppose to call me before you left!
then as u know i have family issues. my cousin's okay. but his family sucks. i had to wait for his family in order for myself to get into my own apartment which that bitch insisted on them staying there. but that bitch didnt even turn up there. sitting in that apartment made me feel so IRONIC. i thought it was mine and yet they treay it as their own. guess what they did, firstly, they switched on all the lights when the sun is still up. who's paying for them not those people thats for sure. then the four air-cons in the whole apartment were turned on when everybody was only in the living room. seriously who pays for this shit? fine even if they did on everything, they could at least have the courtesy to close all the doors or windows so that the rooms cooler and dont waste electricity which will eventually turn up in bills right? NOPE. in fact they leave the whole balcony open and they front door WIDE open. WTF?!
Okay, i've surpass that. but just when i thought everything was fine. i end up eating in a thai restaurant which i have no idea what i was eating except TOM-YAM. when i didnt eat as much as used to, those BITCHES started buging me. here's the conversation.
MOM-bitch : wei, why today so moody? why eat so little?
(she bombarded with questions)
in front of everybody in that table..
ME : SHUT UP LA!
then she was all..
MOM-bitch : What's ur problem la.
ME : YOU dumbass. ask yourself that question la.
then this part got interesting. the other bitch had to do the first bitch's dirty work. she ask him to ask how i was doing..
BALLS- bitch : Boy, how are you? Okay anot?
ME : SO WHAT IF IM OKAY?!
he was so stunned that we stared at each other with a cold look. i could tell that bastard was scared of his pants if i treatened him. that was the climax of the day. then soon after he was mumbling to himself..
BALLS- bitch : let him play la. go play go play. dont need to study anymore la.
(he was all sarcastic)
ME : okay okay! i will!
then he shut-ed up for the whole night. when we reached home from dinner, i prayed for those BITCHES that they couldnt have a peaceful night to rest. whatever stated here is true and everysingle word i said was not changed from the actual convo.
That was yesterday. today i tried to get out of the house without them knowing. but in the end my only mean of transport left too early. i was suppose to follow En.Ariff to the waterfall. then i was planning to come back late. so my parents could take back their words. i hate those BITCHES so much! and DARN you Matthew! YOU were suppose to call me before you left!
Sunday, March 8, 2009
I'm Gonna buy new KICKS!
Picture Of JORDAN.
Guess what Guess what?! im gonna buy new shoes! it may not be a surprise but whatever. this time im gonna buy the AIR JORDAN XX3. this shoe looks damn COOL! but i wouldnt know how it feels like wearing it yet cause i havent bought it yet. but maybe in just a week i might get it. CANT WAIT! the one im gonna buy is defintitely not the same colour as the one above. mine is gonna be blue and white.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Mr. Harashimnaidu
Well as i promised in the previous post, here's a post on what happened to me. see, i have this teacher who is freaking fat but God only knows why is he our sports organiser. his name is Mr. Naidu. This fucking bitch here thinks he knows all that about anything. see, before the 400m event took place, there were complications. Mr. Naidu here typed the name list for yellow house wrongly. and by carrying out orders for the team i got pussy scolded. That bitch pussy scolded me. here's what happened in detail.
i ran to the tent beside the track to clear the names and changed them. i told another teacher of mine to change the names THEY WERE WRONG. then that fucking Bitch-Nu, who thinks he is all gangster, came and said in a kurang ajar way, ' Apa salah?! Huh, apa salah?! ' i was keeping my cool, as my class teacher was there, and he wasnt complaining like a drama queen abt the names. then Bicth-Nu here said ' Saya malam tadi baru type nama ni tau? apa salah?' and there i was thinking to myself, if the names were typed by him so carefully, Bitch-Nu didnt even spell my name right.
then he thinks that he was so right. i wasnt even talking to him in the first place. and his fucking busybody-ness had to just get involved. in the end the names were eventually changed cause BICTH-NU TYPED IT WRONGLY! that fuckhole. soon i was thinking of a way to hurt him real bad and seemed innocent for it. the planned has been confirmed and might be carried out as soon as he thinks. so watch out BITCH-NU.
i ran to the tent beside the track to clear the names and changed them. i told another teacher of mine to change the names THEY WERE WRONG. then that fucking Bitch-Nu, who thinks he is all gangster, came and said in a kurang ajar way, ' Apa salah?! Huh, apa salah?! ' i was keeping my cool, as my class teacher was there, and he wasnt complaining like a drama queen abt the names. then Bicth-Nu here said ' Saya malam tadi baru type nama ni tau? apa salah?' and there i was thinking to myself, if the names were typed by him so carefully, Bitch-Nu didnt even spell my name right.
then he thinks that he was so right. i wasnt even talking to him in the first place. and his fucking busybody-ness had to just get involved. in the end the names were eventually changed cause BICTH-NU TYPED IT WRONGLY! that fuckhole. soon i was thinking of a way to hurt him real bad and seemed innocent for it. the planned has been confirmed and might be carried out as soon as he thinks. so watch out BITCH-NU.
Labelled YELLOW.
today was a great day. and about my previous post, me and her are okay already. and since that inccident we have just tried to forget what happend. back to my topic. today, my school took some of us to the stadium where we have our sports day to reherse for the acctual day and some final track events were also held today. it started with the 400m. i dont know abt the girls but i do know about the guys. Vivishen ( blue ) won the race as expected but heart felt respects to Hadzwan and Daniel for trying. you guys did great. after that event we all practiced for the march pass.
after that the 4x400m relay took place. at that time an inccident took place that i will never forget neither am i gonna forgive. i'll blog about it in the next post. but in this event SHE took part in it. eventhough she didnt win, she wasnt last. and no matter what the results are, i am proud of HER. after her race, it was mine. i was the last person for the relay. thanks to my teammates, Hadzwan, Adam and Daniel, i had a big advantage. the second team wasnt even close all i had to do was maintain the lead and win. and thats what happened. GO YELLOW. well done guys.
after that we went back to school with big smiles on our faces...
after that the 4x400m relay took place. at that time an inccident took place that i will never forget neither am i gonna forgive. i'll blog about it in the next post. but in this event SHE took part in it. eventhough she didnt win, she wasnt last. and no matter what the results are, i am proud of HER. after her race, it was mine. i was the last person for the relay. thanks to my teammates, Hadzwan, Adam and Daniel, i had a big advantage. the second team wasnt even close all i had to do was maintain the lead and win. and thats what happened. GO YELLOW. well done guys.
after that we went back to school with big smiles on our faces...
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Dont do this..
after the last post, i've just commited SUICIDE. not literally but i wished i could have. i cant stand to have the thought of the one that i love most leaving me. i dont want you to leave me without a mutual reason. i love you. and this might be the first time i felt this much pain. i dont think its right for us to suffer this way when all we have feel so right. at this point of blogging, im not even sure what gonna happen between us. hopefully its not over. i dont want to ever stop loving you. dont make me feel that i have to...
Accomodating for TWO.
heres another problem. i have gone true serious crap before and dun think i deserve to go through it before. and as my friend , Matthew, said to me before " What doesnt kill you, makes you stronger." but see, there are still complications in my life that i just cant solve. and this one is just a massive blackhole.
it is something that i have no control of. it is also something that i have no right to voice out about. see, SHE has me and she also has her bestfriend. and her bestfriend kinda dislike me for certain reasons. its not that i dont want everything to be fine. its just that i cant do anything about it. everytime i open my mouth for any reason, it just makes her (her bestfriend) hold a bigger grudge on me. i would want both, HER and her to be fine. but its just that she wouldnt listen to me.
what im trying to say is that, i dont want anymore complications. and i want HER to be happy with everything in her life. and its okay if you want to spend some time with her. i know its hard for you. but im not here to pull her away from you and neither am i here to be in your way. i dont mind if you still feel that disliking me is neccessary, but if you do change your mind, THANK YOU. if you dont, then at least dont do it infront of her. let her be happy. and if i did anything wrong before..
I'M SINCERELY SORRY..
it is something that i have no control of. it is also something that i have no right to voice out about. see, SHE has me and she also has her bestfriend. and her bestfriend kinda dislike me for certain reasons. its not that i dont want everything to be fine. its just that i cant do anything about it. everytime i open my mouth for any reason, it just makes her (her bestfriend) hold a bigger grudge on me. i would want both, HER and her to be fine. but its just that she wouldnt listen to me.
what im trying to say is that, i dont want anymore complications. and i want HER to be happy with everything in her life. and its okay if you want to spend some time with her. i know its hard for you. but im not here to pull her away from you and neither am i here to be in your way. i dont mind if you still feel that disliking me is neccessary, but if you do change your mind, THANK YOU. if you dont, then at least dont do it infront of her. let her be happy. and if i did anything wrong before..
I'M SINCERELY SORRY..
Through the Phone
well, you see, im complicated. and i also like things to go my way. but it seems to me, somehow, friends of mine or hers are KINDA in the way. what im trying to say is that, when you are in a relationship, you would want every single bit of attention from your partner. and my problem is, she pays more attention to friends more than she does to me at times. its not a complaint : definitely not. im happy with everything that is going on. its just that, my feelings get disorientated. and it bothers me. but i got over that. FRIENDS are meant to get attention from her. and i dont need her attention all the time. i have just the right amount of attention i need from her through the phone. as long as i know she cares i love HER and my FRIENDS as well.
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