Im sorry.. it hurts me more than it hurts you. letting go of the one you truly love is really painful. and seeing them upset adds to the pain. i cant bare the though of you gone.. it been a few hours.. and the pain is unbareable. for you, i did everthing i could to make you happy. and after today, i failed all of my duties. seeing you walk away made me felt alone.. you walked away with the look of a stranger.. do you even know me now? the decision hurts me too.. but you if you did convince me.. i would told you i loved you and not let you walk away.. im sorry.. dont have a hard time and take care of yourself.. i might not be there anymore.. but i'll always be supporting you all i can as a friend. no matter how you look at me now, i doubt that i would stop being friends with you.. concentrate on your studies. dont let me get you off track of your real goals in life..