Fourth and upcoming Happiness!

Today my family and i are going to Times Square to eat a family lunch. we had Ee Sang and other chinese dishes. it was eally a heafty meal with a heafty price. anyways, i had to meet my cousin sister's boyfriend. it made it weird for me. he didnt say anything and i didnt say anything. but at least we were not in the same table. and after that my little neice shouted in the mic to ask me to sing karaoke in front of the whole family. anyways check thess pictures out.



Me - my outfit.




















me being a DUMBASS.




















The Ee Sang. quite nice.















Me and my parents.



















my mother's side of the family.















My father's side of the family.

The Evening Family Dinner

This is just the continuation of the previous post. this was the dinner that my whole family attended. it was at th OVERSEAS restaurant in Subang Parade. It wasnt a good night. i had to get ready in 20 minutes cause i cant came back late from THE GARDENS. And after that, i had to take pictures of all the family members. AIKS!


My red dinner shirt with Black skinny tie.

My Neice

Me carrying my neice.















Me and my mum.















Me and my cousin.
ice cream for dessert.
BASKIN ROBBINS.

Third Days The Charm.

Well today is the third day me relatives are in town. so might as well take a few pics to show them of to you. there not much going on today. got a few ANG PAUS. but not really a lot of money. i have bought nothing since the chinese new year began. am especially good on holidays? well anyways i'll save my money to buy a new phone cause my mum broke it. Just check out the pics below. Enjoy.


Me and my oldest cousin sister. PEACE














Me and my cousin sisters. STILL PEACE.
















Why are the display phones in SONY ERICSSON cant work.
















My cardboard girlfriend KATY PERRY.


















Me just being me.















Want a ride in THE GARDENS?

My FAVOURITE SHOP.
most of my CNY clothes came from here.
ARMANI EXCHANGE.

Another Day Another Celebration

the second day of celebration was kinda ok compared to the first day though. most visitors came today. in the after noon i was wearing new clothes for half a day at home. then oni i could go for lunch due to my mum doing prayers. well at least the lunch at my auntie's was better today. the food finally had salt. because as and elderly woman, they consider food with less salt and oil HEALTHY. ==. anyways here are some pictures to tell you my day.


This is me Goofing off as i wass too BORED.

The Emotional Rollercoaster.

Today i came back from dinner after the long day of visiting. the day was filled with laughter and happiness as we celebrated with everyone. but once i got home, a feeling of LONELINESS emerged.

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Sitting in front of my laptop wondering why are these feeling coming to mind. to come a conclusion, i guess this feelings emerge is due to the fact that my feelings for you have grown. a few week or month wont do any better. all i want is YOU in my arms.

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Everynight is impossible to not think about me and you together. eventhough it does not feel right to be together, it makes me happy to have these thoughts. now its depending on when i will find my confidence to tell her how exactly i feel about her.

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these post abt her will be less as i go as i am afraid she might read it.

Happy thoughts replies with massive pain in REALITY.

My !st day of Chinese New Year!

My first day of chinese new year was somehow not what i had exspected. today as you all know the 1st day, you would have to be vegetarian for a day. that didnt really help. i am like ' its not possible for me to NOT eat meat'. Damn this tradision. Anyways at leat i got to wear new clothes. Check them OUT."

My Red-Red Shirt

My New pair of RED kicks

Waiting For Visitors

Inspired Lyrics : Simple Plan - I Can't Wait Forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight'
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait,
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I'll miss the most is waking up next you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie but every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight'
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I've gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever
I can wait forever, I can wait forever
I can wait forever, I can wait forever, I can wait forever

A Piece of Mind

i was going through some songs on my itune. then i came across this hit called ' Save the World' by Michael Jackson. to tell you the truth i envy that "guy" from the money he makes. i went to wikipedia and his thriller album sold more than 100 million copies. its practically impossible for any artist nowadays to repeat the sensation he brought to the people that time. im in the 21st century but when i listen to his songs, its not that bad. Just dont view his videos cause some of them will give you a different perspective of him.

[me being inspired ; this post is to the "MAN". Truly a POP ICON...]

Yee Ma Ku Teh " (Cantonese Dialag)

This was reunion dinner meal. its not that great as you guys out there but it will do. My family was not really together at that moment. My cousins sisters were having their reunion dinner in Kuantan with my uncle. Only me, pa, ma , grandma and auntie. At least it was filling.. But nothing beat the feeling of being together with the FAMILY..

Skipping To the beat of BASS

today i went for a hip hop dance workshop. i am an ameteur there and everyone gave that look as if i wasnt good enough. Actually i wasnt good enough. who am i kiding im 15 and the others are at least in their 20's.

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But the instructor was at least nice to me. i got to dance with him in front. I was like WHAT THE HELL! Do i look like i can dance to you. he then teached me slowly and i got to do it somehow. i wouldnt want to fail on such a stage. it would have been embarrassing.

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Then it was time to dance with partners. i got this 20 something girl to dance with. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO CONCENTRATE. well she was nice to me too and teached me slowly. at the end of the session the instructor had no time for my pair so we al went home safe and in one piece i guess.

MORE DANCE LESSONS TO COME...

Click Click. Boom!

Haha. here's a funny one. i came home frustrated from lunch today. i was texting on my way to my study room. once i took a sit and lean back with the chair, it BROKE. Damn! My ass hurt like crap. and my ankle is now wrapped with plasters. But so be it right?....

Underworld 3 : The rise of the Lycans

This is the first anticipated movie of the year to watch. To me, i have not reall beeen a big fan of this movie. but since it already has three follow-ups to it, might as well watch it. So, if you guys enjoyed it then share some of your favourite parts with me.

The " Vampire"


















The Lycan

I Bought New Kicks

This is the Kobe Bryant's Nike shoe. its kinda big on me though. But can still wear. I bought this pair due to my high spirit for my school house team. GO YELLOW! Hopefully this shoe do me good and keep my game up.

This is a pair off the internet.

Chinese New Year Spirit.

恭喜发财，万事如意，主里蒙恩！

this is time of year where everyone is wishing each other for the best to come in the upcomings years. So, i would like to wish you all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.! GONG XI FA CAI..!!

My life to Date.

Well, to tell you the truth. Never have i exspected to fall for a person like her. But it seems that whenever I'm with her, I feel like everything im doing is just trying to impress her. this was not intentional. my actions were caused by a feeling in me to make her like me. but through the adversity, i manage to convince myself that i do like her. and not just for a friend, ITS MORE. well, you might think its just fun and games asking her to be my girlfriend. but your WRONG. a friend like her should be cherish and never let go. making her my girlfriend is the biggest risk to take. ME, im just hoping that things will turn out fine...