Reminiscing

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and coke, I was Guinness all night

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on
Is try to take it back

Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

If the clouds don't clear
Then well rise above it, well rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Get it?

Walk my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Looking shit through each other's eyes

-out-

Time Won't Let Me Run

Love is never wanting to lose faith,

never wanting to give up,

and never truly moving on.

-

Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart,

that they feel the same..

Do You Remember?

its funny. yesterday our Malaysian football team had a friendly aginst Machester United. our Malaysian team lost 3-2. but i applause for the effort. but this game, it somehow reminded me of something that happened long ago.. which bonded us.. the excitement, the goals, the final whistle.. it made mme feel so happy, to know.. for that moment, you were you..

VS

2 - 3

Final Score.

Remember the time when Liverpool was playing against Machester United?.. it felt just like that.. wanting our side to win. then when they did win, remember the joy? remember the happiness we shared?.. good times.. we couldnt stop cheering, happily.. with each other, though far apart, we felt the joy among each other.. that moment made my day that time.. wish i could do it all over again..

Inspired

I got to know something from a friend..
he made too much sense..
" It's alot easier to say I don't like her anymore, than to explain the reasons why i still do "

A Kiss To Seal The Deal

i have no idea what to blog nowadays. im too caught up with everything. a new realtionship and a new friend. to balance both was not easy but managing it was part of the agreement to making it right. i think i know what i want now.. its not me, her, you or we.. its us. losing even one of you wouldnt make me feel any better.. two half's make one full right?..

To assure me things were going somewhere.. You did what you did. waited in patience. gave me time. and gave yourself sometime to really think about us. i know now you really want this to work.. and so do i.. i dont want to be just an ex-boyfriend if we are over, i wan to be an ex to remember. im changing from now. all my time and thought goes to you. do tell me if you change your mind.. i wouldnt want to hold back on trying with you once more if that happens.

Love you..

Give Me A Reason To Stay

the more i think about it the more down i get. is my life that tragic? When all things seem right i long for things to be even better. Call me greedy for all i care. im not satisfied for all you know. things are so hard to ignore and everything reminds me of what could have been. The future is still a blur, but with you, it seem like time catches up with me very quickly, yet the past ramains just a few feet away from the back of my head. Whenever i look back, the sight of your face just disappears for a moment.. yet when i turn back, i see you smiling back at me.. the guilt in me is getting the best out of me.. you stare at me with trust and sane, i return the favour, though it might not be sincere.. telling you abt this is never gonna be easy... through the hard times we argued or gave our opinions, it give me a feeling that maybe and just maybe, you were longing for something more than what you have today.. ME... Im soory for making you try.. I shouldnt have..


I love you..

Tell Me Something, Calm Me Down.

What Was Written Could Not Be Erased..

As You Engraved Those Words Too Deep In My Heart..