A Day to Never Attend to.

Today is Hari Thaipussam. Its a holiday. And this sucks cause i have " Cheerleading " practice in school. The day started as i was going to school with my dad after having breakfast. Matthew and Khai Teq, my friends, were late to my house so i left for school without them. in the end they managed to come to school anyways. i had a reason to go early. i wanted to practice for basketball as i have a house match on wednesday. Anyways, after practicing alone for a while SHE came. SHE told me that my " Mother " ( that means my God-Mother) was emitted into the hospital last night. I was like DAMN. But after awhile i got to be wih her for a few minutes i guess. after that Aisyah came and i had to practice.

Later, as i was practicing, i couldnt stop thinking about HER. And what SHE'S doing. i was day dreaming. And during cheerleading, Aisyah was extra mean and she did not let us eat lunch till 1 something. Man i had breakfast at 6! then i thought to myself maybe i should ask my mum to get some food for me, my friends and her. well i guess my dad was busy so i cant get food.

Soon after, Matthew got lost and Aisyah got all EMO. i had no idea why. he went out to get food for us and yet you get angry at him? ITS FOOD WOMAN, FOOD!

Thats it for today..

(and for those who didnt get to read this original post before, well, too bad. i didnt want to get myself into trouble. but if you want to know you could ask.)

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And for those of you out there who have read my original post, PLEASE i beg of you to keep whatever you read to yourself. DONT GET ME INTO STICKY SITUATIONS.

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Recant Movie Watched - Pink Panther 2

Steve Martin continues to be a revered comedy icon even 10 years after his last relevant comedy (that would be Bowfinger), but even he knew he needed some help to get anyone to accept a second remake of the classic Peter Sellers Pink Panther films. So for The Pink Panther 2, Martin stacks the deck with talented comedians and actors from across the globe. Emily Mortimer and Jean Reno are back, John Cleese has replaced Kevin Kline as Clouseau's nemesis Inspector Dreyfus, and Alfred Molina and Andy Garcia have joined as international investigators brought to France when, once again, the Pink Panther diamond is lifted. Add in Aishwarya Rai as a mysterious diamond expert, Lily Tomlin as an etiquette teacher and Jeremy Irons as a suspected culprit, and it's a cast that would make anything worth watching.

Inspector Jacque Clouseau.
















Underutilizing its talented cast, The Pink Panther 2 is little more than a series of lame slapstick gags.

ITS NOT AS FUNNY AS THE FIRST ONE!

Got it Going.

I was wondering. is this going anywhere? and since many advise i get is very different from each other, i have no i dea who i am going to go with. Friends are great to offer a hand. and me, i started giving CLUES or ideas to show her i have feelings for her. i guess its obvious already. but who knows if she would push me away anytime soon.


As this momentum builds up, im going to slowly increase my fair share of care to her. letting her know that i am serious and not here to mess with people.

For all you know, we might be together as soon as you think. that will surely be a happy ending but who knows what she's thinking..

Still hanging on a thin thread of friemds advise..
Thanks Guys...

Im Gonna Be Frank.

This girl i have been talking about lately on my blog. Do you think i have a shot?. She cute. She nice and sweet. She never really does anything bad. She is like definitely every guy's dreamgirl when they come to think about it. She has always treated me nice. But nowadays it seems weird being around her. Its like everybody is agaisnt me and her. Friends tend to purposely put her name with another guy to get on my nerves. But i havent told them yet but i have a feeling they do know now. I dont know why but its so hard for me. I've got no support except from certain friends. Why wouldnt i just tell them? their friends arent they? Well i have not got much time before i tell her how i feel. Valentines Day is coming soon. Wish me Luck...

A sudden FEELING.

Hey! Hey! Hey! want to hear a poem?. well this poem is for that somebody out there and if you are reading it might be you, BUT DONT GET YOUR HOPES UP (too soon). this is just something i felt like saying. it might not be all that but its good enough for me. So ENJOY.

i want you to know that eventhough we're apart.

a piece of you will always remain in my HEART.

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I'll remember you smile your smile.

I'll remember your laugh.

I'll also REMEMBER the momments we had.

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However, there's one thing i regret.

And thats the way i made you cry as i said my final GOODBYE.

I didnt meant to hurt you, because you meant everything to me.

i know i should have tried, and in our love, BELIEVED.

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But instead i did the one thing that tore my heart into two.

I had to put an end to our relationship ; and now we're through.

I guess everything is not meant to last for an eternity.

in time we will both heal and look back on the MEMORIES.

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And now eventhough we are no longer together.

Its you, my first love, i will always REMEMBER.

well its a blog. so sometimes whatever i say here, stays here peacefully and might not be brought up in the real world. Unless my feelings over-rule me.

Recent Movie Watched - Bride Wars

Liv and Emma are best friends who since childhood have planned every detail of their respective weddings. At the top of their bridal "must have" list: a ceremony at New York's ultimate bridal destination, the Plaza Hotel. Now, at age 26, they're both about to get married; they're about to realize their dreams; and they're about to live happily ever after. Or maybe not. When a clerical error causes a clash in wedding dates--they're now to be married on the same date!-

Liv, Emma and their lifelong friendship are put to the ultimate test. Liv, a successful lawyer who is used to getting what she wants, including the perfect job and the perfect man, won't settle for anything less than the perfect wedding she has dreamed of for years. Emma, a schoolteacher who has always been good at taking care of others, but not so much in looking after herself, discovers her inner Bridezilla and comes out swinging when her own dream wedding is imperiled. Now, the two best friends who'd do anything for each other find themselves in a no-holds-barred, take-no-prisoners struggle that threatens to erupt into all-out war.

Review :

To me i think the movie was alright. it has comedy and all. the moral value of the story was kinda put forward throughout the whole movie. these two girls worked pretty well together on screen. By the way, i watched this movie without glasses cause i lost them before the movie. but i manage to see the movie somehow.

CONVERSATION.

Let me tell you something. have you ever spent so much money on credit to chat with a girl or a guy (for those girls out there) and you didnt mind?. Could you be so blinded by how you feel to do so?. through the nagging and scolding you get from your parents, you would still do it.

Well i am having this problem..

My conversation with her its just a friendship kinda chat. but every message i send her it makes me feel as if she cared. and i continue to do so as i thought this might help to get closer to her. all we ever talk is about the boredom we have and what we do and sometimes just say something random to lenghten the conversation.

But sometimes i think to myself..

If she didnt care then why would she continue messaging me?. could it be a sign of pity?. i have no idea. im kinda confused. i was thinking of asking her to be with me soon. but sometimes it seems all she wants with me is a FRIEND and not more. she once told me she dont fall for a guy that easily. does that mean my efforts came crashing down as if all i did was entertain?. Im not saying she's crushing me or she's bad. im saying at least give a sign of interest or what so ever to prevent the wrong interpretation of a slightly different gesture.

Other than that..

Does age matters?. it stuck in my head that she is the second oldest in our circle of friends and i'm the youngest. She's two years my senior. yet some of my friends which knows gave me advise and confidence to ask her. and yet i am sitting here thinking of what to do next. Will age reallly matter. she seems to like pretty boys. and i aint 1 myself. its hard when all the facts are layed out like this..

My Doggie Zodiac Predictions.

This morning my mum was telling me all the zodiac predictions for me from ' Feng Shui' books. i didnt want to believe it at 1st. but then i took time to find this out. here's a zodiac prediction on the DOG. the end it says that a new romance appears. Does that mean i have to wait till november to ask her??..

Although Dogs and Oxen are far from bosom buddies, you each get on just fine as long as you stay out of each other’s way. In other words Doggie, keep your revolutionary ideals to yourself and don’t attempt to effect any political unrest this year. Your chances for personal success won't be foiled by the Ox’s influence. He is neither your enemy nor your rival. But, if an Ox person were to overthrow a government, he or she would simply take over by military force and set himself up as dictator. Hence, Oxen deem your enthusiasm for gentle reform to be naive and childish. The Ox is He (and She) who must be obeyed. Nobody crosses a determined Ox person and lives to tell the tale. So whatever plans you had for changing the world by peaceful, democratic means must be set aside till next year. Meanwhile, your family situation becomes miles clearer in the Ox year. Those members who were thinking treasonous thoughts have been discouraged from wreaking disaster on family harmony. And love re-enters the picture too. True, cozy, sweet lasting love will show up toward the end of this year in an interesting disguise. A blah workmate or an old school acquaintance turns up in some odd venue when you least expect it. Welcome this unexpected charmer into your life. You will have earned it.

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As the year meanders forward, you may find yourself at loose ends. As you daren't raise your head or growl or bare your teeth in this heavy duty Ox year, you will spend the first part of the year muzzle to grindstone at your job. But toward June, things should lighten up at work and leisure time become a reality. Why not take up golf or tennis? Or perhaps you'd rather go surfing or conquer an unsuspecting mountain in some exotic land. Whatever you do, please make certain you don't do it with narrow-minded people who try to convince you of the integrity of the stock market or who maintain that we all came from Adam and Eve's Garden wearing only fig leaves. Your brand of progress is about what's good for all and not just what's good for the fat cats. As for religious fanaticism, Dogs deplore its very existence.

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After September, you may notice some digestive discomfort. The source of this ailment is probably excess acidity caused by stress. Rather than popping a handful of chalky medicines every four hours, why not try acupuncture? You are disquiet by nature and rapidly fearful about elements in your life which are out of your control. You may simply be afraid of losing ground in your business life or worried about the health of an older parent. Yoga and tai chi are also recommended.

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By late November, a hot new romance appears in an a weird disguise. This event alone will help eradicate your stomach's ills. Let things evolve slowly. This could be the love of your life. Or it might be a total bust. Make no commitments till the Dog-loving Tiger Year 2010.