i dont know what to say to you. i dont know what to do. i've lost all hopes, and given up all my dreams. there's no sense of holding on in me anymore. what i thought was meant to be, is now a tragedy. i was meant to love you, but you werent meant to love me.. this feeling in me, is hard to describe. though its painful, everytime i see you, i would smile.. thought im mad, i tend to forget about it. but this time, your ego is worst than mine. you're unwilling to lose, you're unwilling to make things right for me. i have to do it.. but i've done enough, i thought you knew. i know you have the tendancy to let this go, as it all means nothing to you, if im not trying.. but i am in disbelief, if you still don't understand. yesterday, was the first night i slept without you wishing me my sweetdreams.. i didnt get any, except the urge to tell you this.. this could be the final straw, i am hanging by a thread.. but i know you have already given up. and i think i should too. if you're planning to say goodbye, try not to be too sharp with your words.. im about to break into millions of trillions of tiny pieces.. but dont worry, im fine.. i know i'll be happy, as long as you are..
my almost lover
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Your fingertips across my skin.
The palm trees swaying in the wind.
Images.
You sang me Spanish lullabies.
The sweetest sadness in your eyes.
Clever trick.
I never want to see you unhappy.
I thought you'd want the same for me.
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Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?.
So long, my luckless romance.
My back is turned on you.
I should've known you'd bring me heartache.
Almost lovers always do.
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We walked along a crowded street.
You took my hand and danced with me.
Images.
And when you left you kissed my lips.
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no.
I never want to see you unhappy.
I thought you'd want the same for me.
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Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance.
My back is turned on you.
I should've known you'd bring me heartache.
Almost lovers always do.
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I cannot go to the ocean.
I cannot drive the streets at night.
I cannot wake up in the morning.
Without you on my mind.
So you're gone and I'm haunted.
And I bet you are just fine.
Did I make it that easy.
To walk right in and out of my life?
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Goodbye, my almost lover.
Goodbye, my hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance.
My back is turned on you.
I should've known you'd bring me heartache.
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Almost lovers always do..
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listen, would you cry to this?
"almost lover - a fine frenzy"
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