Dont do this..

after the last post, i've just commited SUICIDE. not literally but i wished i could have. i cant stand to have the thought of the one that i love most leaving me. i dont want you to leave me without a mutual reason. i love you. and this might be the first time i felt this much pain. i dont think its right for us to suffer this way when all we have feel so right. at this point of blogging, im not even sure what gonna happen between us. hopefully its not over. i dont want to ever stop loving you. dont make me feel that i have to...